Vetch: a magazine of trans poetry and poetics

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Vetch is the first journal dedicated entirely to poems by trans people. While other publications have come out aiming to do a similar thing, Vetch is attempting to accept submissions, come out on a regular basis, and publish only poetry. This is crucial for many reasons – the lack of representation of trans people, by trans people in our society has very real effects on our lives, and what representation there is is focused on wealthy, binary-identified celebrities. Secondly, by focusing on poetry, the lines between the aesthetic, political, and personal are interrupted. Whether you are a trans/gender non-conforming person, an aspiring or seasoned ally, or a newcomer, I highly recommend getting your hands on the first volume of Vetch and opening your eyes and heart to the voices which are so often silenced in our world, the voices of trans people.

Dropbox download link: Vetch: a magazine of trans poetry and poetics

-Kye

How I’ll Remember Leslie Feinberg

The following photo and article are reposted from Jezebel.com. The original article can be found here.

Margaret Corvid

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On November 15th, Leslie Feinberg died a communist, a class warrior, a ground-breaking activist for trans liberation, an anti-racist, and a lifelong champion for social justice at home and abroad.

In life, Feinberg was best known for her* first and most famous book, the novel Stone Butch Blues, in which the protagonist, Jess, a working-class butch in upstate New York, fights to find her place in the world. In stark, clear language, Feinberg describes the brutality of homophobia and racism (“No one ever offered a name for what was wrong with me”) and the tenderness of love and loss (“Tonight I walked down streets looking for you in every woman’s face, as I have each night of this lonely exile”). The book has been called the great queer American novel, and translated into, among other languages, Slovenian, Hebrew and Chinese.

For me, the book, and Feinberg, have a more personal significance. She was one of my earliest role models, but it’s only now, in my mourning, that I realize just how deeply Feinberg’s life etched grooves into mine.

Like her, I grew up a misfit, mocked Jewish-American girl in upstate New York. I came across Stone Butch Blues in my middle teen years, just as I’d started to find the radical political community upon whom Feinberg had left a distinct mark. I don’t remember who gave me her book, but I remember reading it furtively between classes in a high school, my head ducked from bullying, my mind still reeling from the unexpected death of my abusive mother.

In the novel, Jess is violated, beaten, fired from jobs, and marginalized on nearly every page. But through this and not in spite of it, Jess learns lessons of solidarity that she applies in her home, on the factory floor, and in the street. I read Stone Butch Blues at a point when my mind was howling with fear and hate, and Feinberg taught me through it that a life of authenticity and community is possible without the family or social approval that I, as a teenager, still craved.

I learned more politics from Feinberg’s example than I ever did from any tract or book of theory. When I attended Antioch College, the student body organized in support of radical black journalist Mumia Abu Jamal, who had been sentenced to death for the murder of a Philadelphia police officer after a trial that, according to Amnesty International, failed to meet international standards. We voted that he would be our commencement speaker.

In the weeks leading up to the April 2000 commencement, we found ourselves in the middle of protests, harassment and death threats; a neo-Nazi group slipped hate literature into mailboxes around our college town. On the day of the commencement, we were tense, and security was on high alert. Of course, the condemned Mumia could not be present in person, and recorded speech arrived in the hand of Leslie Feinberg.

Introducing him, as a representative of the LGBT group Rainbow Flags for Mumia, Feinberg faced the task of explaining him to our families. She placed his story in the context of the poverty, racism and police violence of the Philadelphia where Mumia had lived and written. She drew comparisons between Mumia and the 1930s case of the Scottsboro Brothers, nine black brothers accused falsely of rape and condemned to hang; a communist-led mass campaign, involving everyone from trade unionists to celebrities, is what won them the appeal that freed them. And then, she played the tape. To students and graduates, Mumia was a symbol of struggle against injustice, but it was Feinberg, the supporter and the bridge builder, who inspired my future path.

Feinberg built many bridges, as a speaker and a writer. When she was well, she travelled widely, and wrote journalism, polemic, fiction and history at a relentless pace. She interviewed other activists about Stonewall; she reported onthe personal tragedies of migrant workers for the Workers World newspaper, where she worked as managing editor. In her books Beyond Pink and Blue andTransgender Warriors she situated the struggles of trans people within the context of capitalism. She put it simply in Transgender Warriors: “I don’t own property, a business, or a factory, so I don’t live off other people’s labor. I have to work for wages or I’d starve. But since I’m gender-ambiguous, it’s almost impossible for me to get a job.”

She believed strongly that the oppression of LGBT people is intimately linked with war, racism, poverty and the other ills of capitalism. At a conference on building a progressive LGBT movement, she said, “I do not believe that our sexuality, gender expression and bodies can be liberated without making a ferocious mobilization against imperialist war and racism an integral part of our struggle. The degree to which any movement is progressive or revolutionary is measured by its independence from the rulers of the society it seeks to change. Are war and racism “gay” or “trans” issues? That’s an old argument in our movement. And how it has been answered has signaled whether the movement collapsed or gained new vitality.”

Despite the steadiness of her convictions, in many ways, Feinberg’s life was an uncertain one. She worked temporary jobs involving heavy and menial labour, and she was estranged from a family that did not accept her gender expression and sexual identity. She turned these experiences into a relentless stream of activist and scholarly work that bridged the differences between groups, helping a generation of radicals learn the nuances of building solidarity. Even as the complications of Lyme Disease devastated her body, Feinberg was arrested in 2012 for protesting the incarceration of CeCe McDonald, a trans woman of colour who had been thrown into jail for resisting a transphobic and racist attack outside a Minneapolis bar. As she got sicker, she annotated and referenced her work for scholars.

Her life and work inspired me to set aside the weight of religion and family ambitions; she taught me that a life dedicated to the struggles of others still holds room for personal fulfillment and growth. She also inspired my work as a political writer. As I tell the story of sex workers campaigning for our rights, a fight deeply connected to the struggles for class, racial and gender equality, I remember her. When I share my sorrows and joys with a family I chose rather than my family of origin, I remember her too.

Feinberg died on the eve of Stone Butch Blues’ twentieth anniversary, as she was preparing a new edition of the book. Her last words, according to the Advocate, were, “Remember me as a revolutionary communist.” She knew, doubtlessly, that contemporary social movements still bear many of the rifts she fought to close. In 2006, she exhorted LGBT activists to stand up against police violence in communities of colour:

Frederick Douglass said it best: “Without struggle, there is no progress.” And solidarity is what unites us in struggle.

Those who fought the police at the 1966 Compton’s Cafeteria Rebellion and the 1969 Stonewall Uprising knew that in their bones. Asian and Latin@, Black and white, trans and gay, lesbian and bi—when they united against a common enemy, they gathered the storm clouds of their power.

We need to gather our power today.

The only way to honor Feinberg in death is to strengthen the bridges she spent her life building. Hers was a vision of social change shaped by the world’s most oppressed people, gathering power they lacked individually in solidarity with each other. Today, this seems—more than ever—like the only way forward.

*Although Feinberg often used the pronouns hir/zhe, or his/he, the Advocate obituary written by her bereaved wife and family used her/she; I have respected that here.

Margaret Corvid is a writer, activist and professional dominatrix living in the South West of England. She blogs regularly at the New Statesman and has appeared recently in The Guardian, xoJane and The Frisky. More of her work can be found at Sordid.org.uk.

Image taken by Leslie Feinberg.


The book referenced in this article has been made available to download for free in pdf format. Get it here: Stone Butch Blues pdf.

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I lost my gender somewhere.

Somewhere, perhaps, between the “hey grrrl”s and the compulsory formal wear and the long stretches of barefoot solitude, the pronoun I carried slipped between my fingers.

It was like waking up and putting on that pair of jeans – that pair of jeans that you wear because everyone says they look good on you, but they don’t feel quite right – and suddenly you realize that you don’t have to keep wearing them

So what if I am not butch or femme, straight or gay, boy or girl? What if I am queer but not urban, fierce but not loud? What if I am simply mountain, if my bones are filled with birch sap and my lungs stretch to fit every flake of the coming winter; if my strong legs are grown from huckleberries I pluck with the swiftness of an Arctic Tern and I measure time by harvest and sun-cycle instead of deadline and hour?

What if my gender isn’t bowties and oxfords and Judith Butler, but rather rooted in the rural, where I can love a landscape and build a home, and the question isn’t what I am but what I do?

These days I wake up in the morning and want to shed the palimpsests of “she / her / she” like a snakeskin, then slip into the sunlight and the loving arms of those who assume nothing.

I’m done with jeans. I’m done with being who I think you want me to be. I’m done with clothes and words that no longer fit my body. I’m done with lovers who can’t hold my truth. I’m done with saying “yes” when I mean “no”.

Because I don’t want to be wanted, kissed, loved, or fucked, as a girl or riot grrrl, woman or lady, but as a person built of sun and sustenance, as a living love who reaches for the rocky ridges and eases their heart open again each morning, who falls into each poem like surrender. who sweats and strains and crumbles and builds and smells like woodsmoke and tea and wool, who weaves their own peace in nests of silence and sky and glows like a moonlit honeycomb as soon as I leave the highway for the hills that embrace me and water the roots of this wild and tender gender-me-not.

-Madelyn

Transgender Dysphoria Blues – Against Me!

Laura Jane Grace, the frontperson of the band Against Me! publicly came out as trans in 2012 in a Rolling Stone article, and became the most currently well-known face of the trans movement in the punk scene. Transgender Dysphoria Blues was released in 2014 as the first record put out since she came out. She’s also just a completely awesome human being. Enjoy!